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2009-06-28T09:39:00.000-07:00

MY 1ST BOOK OUT.
2 weeks of confinement makes nose depress lol.

ns

2009-06-14T17:56:00.000-07:00

yelnats is goin to army today 15th june 1pm. bye folks.

2009-06-01T11:43:00.000-07:00

2009-06-01T11:22:00.000-07:00

2009-06-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

hello wala wala.
with the 3 awesome ppl.
will do a proper post which i never did heh.

bye bye temasek poly

2009-05-21T18:43:00.000-07:00

will do a proper post soon. as for now, i am at work :(

2009-05-14T06:55:00.000-07:00

fish,fishes.
Science centre got puffer fish! i was so amaze by it. cute right but damn harmful. hands off. waha! den got some other random fish, i think they r guppies whahaha. no la, i din bother to find out.

i went to cut my hair during my lunch break at jurong east. i am almost botak. waha! no la

2009-05-11T18:27:00.000-07:00

now tt my weekends are gone. enjoyed my company with sijie and sly.
yelnats is at work now. got things to do alr. shit. whole body is aching. feeling lost now. this feeling sucks. really.

nic chagall - what you need
its on replay on my itunes.

Through the cloudburst
Now the rain has gone
Sky is clearing
And i can see
Where we went so wrong

Empty silence
You were never there
In your own space
Now i can see
You didn't ever care

What you need
What you breathe
What you see
Leaves nothing to me

What yoyu need
What you breathe
What you see
Leaves nothing for me

Broken voices
Distant looks i gave
In your time
I had to guess
What was left to be saved

Empty faces
Now my eyes have closed
Final kisses
Now i can see
How i will never know

Why don't you come home?
Why don't you come back home?

bye.

note to all. enlisting on 13th june :( arrange a date with me before i become botak man!

2009-05-01T00:23:00.000-07:00

i had lotsa fun. random pic. stock up nuggets. made almond jelly yea nice. and the last pic my wrk place area. will do a proper blog post soon. bye folks

do u eat breast?

2009-04-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

random updates.
jane got me this very interesting pudding from japan. it taste awesome with maple syrup. japan's packaging is power. bian tai but i like (: today was bored went to get a shuffle finally. can put it in wallet so small. den receive a sudden call from ezra to work as a waiter for a day. my first f and b experience. tired of cause. when reach home got the sudden urge to pack my room, its like damn messy. but now its pretty cozy oh yea. bye. getting stranger these days. fuck.

2009-04-19T09:57:00.000-07:00

tired. drained. no energy left. need to move move move!

yea man.

hair cut.

2009-04-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

i shave my side burn away. awe.

2009-04-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

happy today. (:
for some reason i tried to fit in this tee today but its a little small so didn't wear it out ha!

happy easter day people.

hello folks

2009-04-08T21:45:00.000-07:00

friends since sec sch who can tolerate my nonsense. Was talking to ezra the other day and realise how mean i was to make kevin to do my maths homework waha. I think the meanest thing i did on ezra was calling he dumb for being poor in chinese waha and disturbing him. but okay la he got high tolerance man. ende is busy working now so haven been swimming or gymming or even to catch up with him sigh. your bro here is rotting. as for denise who can crap as well as me always motivate me to die waha! okie enough of crappi. i am missing out more ppl in my life like you, you, and you and you. okie as for now where is humanfly, bird, voxy, 010? waha nick names.

WOA its have been a long while and i am finally opening my blog up once again. guess i should return to here instead of blogging eles where. Well, life is still kinda mundane for me but hope that coming back here would be able to spice up my life a little more. finding bliss from everything from now (:

beijing olympic

2008-08-14T10:20:00.000-07:00

woa beijing olympic is so impressive.
since my pixel collage assignment is to design for singapore youth olympic,
i find watching the olympics a pretty good excuse for findind inspiration haha.
the most exciting event have to be gymnastic omg so fun and exciting to watch tho i know nothing abt gymnast. and my fav gymnast have to be yang yilin from china. shes like the only graceful gymnast. the rest are so muscular and their thighs are so huge.

i scratch my face recently. its like a patch and its like painful.

okay back to pixel collage! haha

take a look at the queen

cade

2008-07-21T09:33:00.000-07:00

it was dee surprise b day . went with a few friends to wish dee happy b dae at her granny place. it was a fun and enjoyable day. HAPPY 20th!!!

and thanks dee, ende and ezra for coming down for the exhibition!

rubbing eyes

2008-06-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

yes i survived morning class 9-12 for a module.
monday will be the start of a new module hope its nt stressful.
went to club with rosemarry haha ok la roseanne and ed.
wad a bizarre experience. the other time with gen around seems better tho.
den went for apel 3 class, so tiring.
yawn, going to bed now heh.

2008-06-15T00:37:00.001-07:00

yay finish my draft for public speaking!

2008-06-03T05:48:00.000-07:00

hello. i am still alive

super lo res some picturesss

2008-05-26T21:58:00.000-07:00

feverish

2008-04-19T06:20:00.000-07:00

feeling abit sick now but not tt sick yet. so currently am drinking plenty of water before work start again. feel like fainting these days. time table is out and its really bad so have to go school to add drop subjects. damn.

2008-04-12T08:47:00.000-07:00

okok more random pictures haha i stole a pic from bernice blog hahah. internship have been pretty all right. just that i feel that i am too lazy. hai haha. i have nothing much to blog about...

blend

2008-04-10T08:42:00.000-07:00

life have been pretty boring and tiring. theres so much thing that i can't do and i feel pretty sad for being so dumb. damn. damn. damn. i am feeling stress as i am just too incompetent argh.

2008-04-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

class gathering was fine. just tt everything is different and tts probably the last time that i would attend it.

Internship is fine. i just hope tt i am able t survive this 2 months of internship. i have to press on and give the best i can possibly give.

i miss japan trip so badly. shopping, food, visiting galleries, nice company, weather, mountains, clouds, sky, crows, dogs, its damn random but i am really missing it so badly.

lost wallet

2008-04-02T09:54:00.000-07:00

bad day damn damn damn.

back from japan

2008-04-01T18:09:00.000-07:00

japan trip have been fun and exciting. i feel so inspired after looking at those amazing artworks from the masters.

haha and i have tatake pics with 4 pretty girl okay lol. thx for the company!

i will be randomly uploading pictures here and there lol. okay i dunno how to organize hahaha.

hi japan

2008-03-16T09:57:00.000-07:00

JAPAN

17TH MARCH - 31ST MARCH

tubs

2008-03-05T08:21:00.000-08:00

i just bought 2 tubs of bens and jerry and i cant stop but to eat em right now okay. omg. i guess i can finish em all pretty quickly. oh dear.

this is the girl acted in koizora. i am obsess with her. full stop. lol, shes just too pretty.

okay back to eating ice cream hahahah.

2008-03-04T09:12:00.000-08:00

i have been watching so many movies lately.

sweendy todd
jumper with roseanne
koizora - cell phone love story, with amanda kai en and ferooze
death note with amanda and jane

i have never watch that much movies in a role but i really want to watch leap years. arggggh. i have been eating pringles like crazy lately, 3 cans of those. damn.

2008-02-24T07:15:00.000-08:00

yesterday was quite a nice day. intended to rot at home but luckily roseanne told me shes at boon lay to do some visiting. but it ended off pretty soon so we meet up and catch a movie. jumper. its not really that great but not too bad either. i have been rotting at home feeling sick and tired.

recently i have a strange dream. its quite freaky. other than that, i feel very sad. i feel like i am loosing myself and dunno where my direction is. i hate the fact that i dont understand myself. i dont expect ppl to understand me, but i really want to know myself better. its so confusing. i feel like the shittiest loser sometimes.

2008-02-13T06:22:00.001-08:00

You Are Expressionism

Moody, emotional, and even a bit angsty... you certainly know how to express your emotions.
At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much.
This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents!
You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse.

What Art Movement Are You?

2008-02-12T10:14:00.000-08:00

finally uploaded this long overdued pic. it a x mas gift from jane! its not candles, its chocs! and each piece have interesting and nice design on it. i finished it quite quickly LOL!

the horrible photography dosent justify the chocs!

experimental digital imaging is kind of done and i dunno how to add on and photoshop more... later like overdo den damn ewwww, anyway i am doing on like a bit emo, lonely and at the same time quite artsy shots. okay i dunno what i am saying but its not save to upload here so i rather send ppl LOL.

2008-02-09T09:13:00.001-08:00

have just packed my table and sort of re-arrange. haha tts fun.

i have shifted

2008-02-08T07:53:00.000-08:00

happy cny i have decided not to blog as often here.
new year new blog? whatever haha.
but, i will still continue to pop by here once in a while.

2008-02-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

caught her licking pillow. argh! haha.

2008-01-30T08:22:00.000-08:00

i am sick today i felt so weak, guess i need to see a doc

internship things is going fine...
kinda shock that i have been accepted...
my internship place would be around town so if u happen to be ard there, lets go for lunch or something.

for those lucky arses that are having holidays, i hate you. HAHAHAHA jk :}

Thats all.

nosetanishavingnoseblockedandfeelingsick!

oh yes!

2008-01-25T20:22:00.000-08:00

finally this block have come to an end. wheee. i think i screw up my presentation a little but its over so i should get over with it. i feel so weak in my group.

my eating habit have been real bad but yes still surviving i wont collapse so don't worry.

The scent of coffee has been proven to lessen ones appetite. hmmm... haha.

school is goin to start on tues for me. i will treat it like a holiday block since i probably gonna screw up haha. for those who are having hols, enjoy!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-01-23T09:42:00.000-08:00

2008-01-19T05:45:00.000-08:00

its shopping day today! bought a shirt and a pants. quite broke tho. dinner at holland v was great (:

I am happy, finally.

FAT-ed days

2008-01-17T06:59:00.000-08:00

Having Ulcers makes me miserable. Its so painful that i just choose not to talk much and its affecting my mood. It must be the twister fries, fried dumpling, and all the other junk food that cause it. i should stop behaving like a pig and control the amount of food i take it. geeez man.

2008-01-15T07:48:00.000-08:00

gwen says: (11:28:38 PM)
tsk!!!

nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:29:11 PM)
??

gwen says: (11:31:35 PM)
do u know a friend called gwen?

nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:34:03 PM)
yesy es

nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:34:07 PM)
u call me just now ar

nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:34:26 PM)
my msg box was full la paiseh

gwen says: (11:34:34 PM)
no,my twin did...

nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:34:46 PM)
SORRY LA

sorry gwen my phone is netwrok got problem and cant call thru :( . guess sometimes i am neglecting friends and i do miss u! :) this post is dedicated to you okay and catch up soon!

2008-01-14T08:46:00.000-08:00

went to do wrk with ezra the other day at jurong point haha. finally get to eat curly fries.

my body is aching like crzy wads goin on man, i think i have not exercise 4 a long time. feeling bloated and fat . read this on a blog recently damn sick but interesting. haha.

Now create a list of suitable punishments either for thinking of food, or for caving in and eating food itself. A good one to try is to keep a rubber band on your hand and flick your skin whenever you think of eating. Eventually you will have a swollen hand, and a shrunken body; you will have ceased thinking of food so much. Other punishments include ridiculous amounts of exercise, purging, self-mutilation, isolation, basic denial of necessary comforts such as blankets on a cold night, or shelter when it is raining.. or simply menial, disgusting tasks such as cleaning the bathroom. Remember, you need discipline.

2008-01-11T08:16:00.001-08:00

nice song (:

i wish that i've never known you.

2008-01-10T01:09:00.000-08:00

i am so bored today that i have woke my dog up to take a picture with me lol ahha her her is so messy and dirty cos i havent bathe her lol. i am seriously damn lazy. i dunno whats goin on but i just feel like rotting at home today. Going out means that i will spend money so i should just rot at home lol.

2008-01-05T06:55:00.000-08:00

its a brand new year finally. this is my first blog post in 2008 so its gonna be a pretty long one. So today i met up with ezra to queensway to buy pants at litmusblue. i thought that i could bargain since its at queenway but no way man. its the same price as orchard. damn.

after that went to holland v for bbq stingray. the food is nice but the place we sat is horrible. haha cos its rainning and our shelter is like those huge umbrellas, BUT with holes. The water droplets actually drips into my drink. was very annoyed and we haf to eat faster. we sort of realise that we have forgotten to taste the food.

it's nice meeting friends once in a while to talk and hang out. haha u r probably the only one who can stand me for so long.

i find it really hard to trust friends nowadays. some are just self fish and care only for themselves. these people should do some self reflections. i believe i am a self fish person too but at least theres a limit. "2 headed snake" people are also ppl tht all of us should be careful. trust me, its not easy to identify them.

Well school have started and its pretty okay. felt abit bored and pretty much dreadful but its okay guess i just have to endure. i really hope that school this year would be less stressful. i hope that i will have time to do some do some work out and stay healthy. i hate being fat, it just makes me feel unhealthy. so i have to burn them. burn. burn. burn. people who eats alot and wont get fat are so lucky. i really cant resist good food. my stomach is so huge now. i can imagine if i use a needle to poke my tummy, there will be a thick white cream - like mayo, flowing out of the tiny hole. gross.

i have been asking myself this qns. why am i actually blogging? well most ppl blog cause they find blogging a channel for them to express their thoughts and feelings. But, i dun think thats my reason for blogging as i cant express myself very well with words. For me, blogging acts as a reminder for myself.

i ve always envy ppl and feel sad for myself. its really unhealthy. i guess its because i really take things for granted. i need to change. i have too much flaws. the most frustrating thing is that i do not know how to start changing for the better. i guess i might be feeling insecure. i really envy ppl like fan wei qi, a taiwanese female singer, shes pretty, talented and on top of tt shes brainy. i know i should get over it lol. i use to have her songs in my desktop.

2008 save me

2007-12-28T07:55:00.000-08:00

Preference
School

Opt Blk / Subj Code

Opt Blk / Subj Name

Type

CUs

1 HSS GBD1008 Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese) CDS 3
2 HSS GBD1006 Introduction to Language & Culture (Italian) CDS 3
3 HSS GBD1013 Fundamentals of Public Speaking CDS 3
1 DES DVC3534 Publication Design Elective 3
2 DES DVC2521 Product & Advertising Photography Elective 3
3 DES DVC3533 Brand Identity Elective 3
4 DES DVC2528 Pixel Collage Elective 3
5 DES DVC3532 Advertising Campaign Elective 3
6 DES DVC3536 Corporate Identity Elective 3
7 DES DVC2523 Fashion Imaging Elective 3

this are my choices for subject selection haha, hope i get everything den i choose which 1 to drop, i oly need another 2 more for electives so yr3. wooooo but i need to clear 2 cds :( hahaha.

2007-12-27T08:52:00.000-08:00

i am really really looking forward for my last day working here! haha, yea i am bloggin at the office now, i have finished my scanning and filling at its like 12:53 now. i din really sleep today as i accompanied my sis to isetan to do some shopping. so i went back home this morning at abt 8plus am and den set off to town at 1:30pm, hmm i guess i only slept for abt 4hrs. so tirring and after goin back home, i have to put my stuff down and go straight to work. haha sad right but its okay, just endure 2 more days and i am really free. i have spent almost half the pay that i have just received and just feel like working longer here, but sch is starting and the company have alr employed a full-time staff, so haha i dun really have choice. i need a break hopefully sch starts like later. quite a few stupid things happened today but i am so lazy to go into details, cos its movie time now! hahahhahaha!

2007-12-26T07:53:00.000-08:00

i am currently at my work place. i cant access msn but at least i can access here haha. i am pretty happy working here is like always nothing to do and that explains why i gt the time to blog. i have only 2 things to scan today which takes 5mins and a report which is like a few lines. its 12 now, and i have another 7hrs to kill, i shall take a nap soon after i finish bloggin.

So, yea currently am d/l a few movies and i have actually watched 3 movies a day to kill the time that i have to spend in the office. i brought snacks, drinks to keep me accompany. i gained 5kg this holi? haha, got to eat lesser when sch starts!

what should i blog about today? hmmm, i think i will just blog wadeva that come across my mind. Well, recently i get rather annoyed by some ppl. i seriously cant stand emo, moody ppl. its kinda irritating when these ppl shows their emo or rather moody side when it is like someone b dae, or any celebration. its a big turn off.

it makes me really sinful reading blogs that r so religiously right. like they pray for this and that and miracles do happened. i cant help but feel sinful, i dunno why. i have no offence towards any religion. i think i am evil and okay with being evil but i dont want to go hell. how?

friends use to be there for me, but i think some have left. i find it hard to tell everything to someone although i know that the person can be trusted. i prefer to keep things to myself but if i really feel like telling, i would tell u everything including the details. but if i dont, i probably gonna absorb everything. Soemtimes, it is better off this way.

i like to think about the future. i always imagine myself out of singapore. singapore is really too small and u get to bump into people so often. how wonderful it will be if i ever end up on a foreign place and start my new life there again. but den, there will be a whole list of problems for me again, like if i am able to blend in there, cost of living and bla bla bla. As for now, i love singapore!

2007-12-25T02:39:00.000-08:00

watched a few movies online and really like it very much haha. nothing much to blog about. kinda moody these days but its okay i know i can handle all this shit. as for work, i am actually very satisfied with this job as it allows me to bring my laptop to do my work and also haha watch a few movie there. cos theres so little things to do, so by 2 30, i am free, i just need to rot there for another 5 hrs, den back home! sadly, my contract is ending and i am not intending to extend anymore as disgusting school is starting real soon. its 2008 soon, i am not sure if i am actually looking forward to it as every year, we just tell ourselves that next year would be a better year but most of the time, it remains the same and theres nothing to look forward to - it just makes me realize how old and useless i am as each year passed.

merry x mas everybody!

2007-12-20T08:43:00.000-08:00

i know its a little early to say this but i am just gonna say it earlier since i may be wrking on x mas. today part was great, the food is nice and the ambience of the place is splendid. i din noe such beautiful chalet exist in singapore. of cos, the alcoholic drink prepared by angelina is nice too hahaha, tho she attempted to add sweets, pineapple in her drinks hahahha.i enjoyed myself very much :) i am feeling a little giddy now but i am sure i will be okay tmr. more vodka and gathering next time pls! hahahahahahaha, as for now, i just need to sleep. nights everyone!

2007-12-12T05:26:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was such a tiring day as I've work on 1030pm to 730am, i din have enough sleep and still couldn't adjust to the night shift time slot. the workload was okay but i still have a couple of stuff that i don't know where to file, so i just left a note there hahaha. after 3am, i ve actually completed scanning and stuff so i decided to read the magazine that i brought from fairprice b4 i go to work. It's asian geographics btw. i am so happy that i do understand the content la, wahahah. and the pictures of those frogs are so cute haha. I also realize that my working area got ants la and its like quite huge so being so free, i kill them with a ruler haha. i just keep smacking em with the ruler. that probably show how bored am i, hello i am in a big big office alone and theres no 1 to look after me accept the security guard which is like quite far away form my workplace. i am trying very hard not to fell asleep . . .

2007-12-10T22:58:00.000-08:00

so yesterday was my first day of night shift. i was rather sleepy and theres only 2 email for me to deal with it so i just spend the night filing stuff and eat hot dog buns. haha. its pretty creepy cos i am alone in de rather big office. i fell asleep twice but its still pretty okay just tt after 4am, my body felt tired. haha i should be sleepin now haha.

OH my god i finally knoe how to upload video!

2007-12-09T06:22:00.000-08:00

i am enjoying work for once. i can do my things slowly, eat on my desk and have my own work space and theres no 1 supervising me or wat so ever. but when the night shift start, i am gonna be alone with the security guard, how lonely, not tt i am scared but yea no one to talk to me or guide me if i need help. so today i was alone in de office for abt 4-5 hrs b4 chriz pop by and den he brought me to another place for lunch. so yea not so boring...

happy working yelnats

life is never fair. thats life

2007-12-08T06:03:00.000-08:00

well as usual went to work today and finally got my timetable, pretty bad and i seems not to remember what they have taught me and de worst thing is when my night shift starts, there wont be ppl ard to help me so hai. gt to know a friendly guy, chriz and he taught me alot of admin stuff unlike the other guy who is suppose to guide me. chriz is from Philippines and have work in sg for a few months. very pro and fast worker tho he only wrk a month or 2 more than me. but after chatting with him a few times, i realise tt they r quite lowly paid and its like so unfair. glad to hear from him that he actually like singapore and find it safe and stuff. I feel that i have took alot of things for granted and yea am convince the singapore kids r very spoilt. therefore, i need to stop grumble and work hard. tts my new year resolution :)

2007-12-05T07:29:00.000-08:00

i have nothing to say.

2007-12-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

I m seriously worn out. everyone is going for holiday and i am so envious cos i really wan to go somewhere out of singapore to relax . . . ignore me, i am just jealous LOL!

2007-12-02T08:35:00.000-08:00

shhhh... keep it to yourself. that's my book title that i have done for expressive. i am rather satisfied with what i have done and if u have already know the content of the book, I am no pervert. thx.

so today I went to granny place to visit her as she's back from hospital. thank god nothing serious happened to her and yea after that went out for dinner with sis. I bought a shirt and realised that its too small la, it shows my big tummy very well. how sad hahaha.

I am still considering in shutting this blog and move somewhere.

2007-10-13T09:52:00.000-07:00

i ate 1 whole regular pizza and 6 piece spicy drumlets all by myself today. i was so hungry when i woke up at about 3 plus. hahaha and yea was planning to go to the market to buy food but damn it rain, so i head back home and ordered pizza! i feel so heavy now. oh yea sis bought donuts from donut factory and the double choc 1 was so yummy. i am bored, i feel so unproductive, i did some skectches for my alternative but havent touch on advertising. oh god.

2007-10-12T09:18:00.000-07:00

can i ?

2007-09-29T08:20:00.001-07:00

i am bored so i try to imitate back my old image above. so hmm now that i am having a serious sun burnt, it is good for me to stay at home,indoor. hahah. any way just met my sis and her bf to go eat frog leg porridge but, its sold out. wth but nvm we haf clay pot rice and other food so yea i am so full now. holiday is ending so fast and i have 2 modules this coming block, alternative processes and advertising. hope this block end damn fast, so sick of sch.