i am sick today i felt so weak, guess i need to see a doc
internship things is going fine... kinda shock that i have been accepted... my internship place would be around town so if u happen to be ard there, lets go for lunch or something.
for those lucky arses that are having holidays, i hate you. HAHAHAHA jk :}
Thats all.
nosetanishavingnoseblockedandfeelingsick!
Friday, January 25, 2008 | 8:22 PM
oh yes!
finally this block have come to an end. wheee. i think i screw up my presentation a little but its over so i should get over with it. i feel so weak in my group.
my eating habit have been real bad but yes still surviving i wont collapse so don't worry.
The scent of coffee has been proven to lessen ones appetite. hmmm... haha.
school is goin to start on tues for me. i will treat it like a holiday block since i probably gonna screw up haha. for those who are having hols, enjoy!
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 | 9:42 AM
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Saturday, January 19, 2008 | 5:45 AM
its shopping day today! bought a shirt and a pants. quite broke tho. dinner at holland v was great (:
I am happy, finally.
Thursday, January 17, 2008 | 6:59 AM
FAT-ed days
Having Ulcers makes me miserable. Its so painful that i just choose not to talk much and its affecting my mood. It must be the twister fries, fried dumpling, and all the other junk food that cause it. i should stop behaving like a pig and control the amount of food i take it. geeez man.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 | 7:48 AM
gwen says: (11:28:38 PM) tsk!!!
nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:29:11 PM) ??
gwen says: (11:31:35 PM) do u know a friend called gwen?
nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:34:03 PM) yesy es
nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:34:07 PM) u call me just now ar
nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:34:26 PM) my msg box was full la paiseh
gwen says: (11:34:34 PM) no,my twin did...
nose, eyebrows, eyes says: (11:34:46 PM) SORRY LA
sorry gwen my phone is netwrok got problem and cant call thru :( . guess sometimes i am neglecting friends and i do miss u! :) this post is dedicated to you okay and catch up soon!
Monday, January 14, 2008 | 8:46 AM
went to do wrk with ezra the other day at jurong point haha. finally get to eat curly fries.
my body is aching like crzy wads goin on man, i think i have not exercise 4 a long time. feeling bloated and fat . read this on a blog recently damn sick but interesting. haha.
Now create a list of suitable punishments either for thinking of food, or for caving in and eating food itself. A good one to try is to keep a rubber band on your hand and flick your skin whenever you think of eating. Eventually you will have a swollen hand, and a shrunken body; you will have ceased thinking of food so much. Other punishments include ridiculous amounts of exercise, purging, self-mutilation, isolation, basic denial of necessary comforts such as blankets on a cold night, or shelter when it is raining.. or simply menial, disgusting tasks such as cleaning the bathroom. Remember, you need discipline.
Friday, January 11, 2008 | 8:16 AM
nice song (:
i wish that i've never known you.
Thursday, January 10, 2008 | 1:09 AM
i am so bored today that i have woke my dog up to take a picture with me lol ahha her her is so messy and dirty cos i havent bathe her lol. i am seriously damn lazy. i dunno whats goin on but i just feel like rotting at home today. Going out means that i will spend money so i should just rot at home lol.
Saturday, January 05, 2008 | 6:55 AM
its a brand new year finally. this is my first blog post in 2008 so its gonna be a pretty long one. So today i met up with ezra to queensway to buy pants at litmusblue. i thought that i could bargain since its at queenway but no way man. its the same price as orchard. damn.
after that went to holland v for bbq stingray. the food is nice but the place we sat is horrible. haha cos its rainning and our shelter is like those huge umbrellas, BUT with holes. The water droplets actually drips into my drink. was very annoyed and we haf to eat faster. we sort of realise that we have forgotten to taste the food.
it's nice meeting friends once in a while to talk and hang out. haha u r probably the only one who can stand me for so long.
i find it really hard to trust friends nowadays. some are just self fish and care only for themselves. these people should do some self reflections. i believe i am a self fish person too but at least theres a limit. "2 headed snake" people are also ppl tht all of us should be careful. trust me, its not easy to identify them.
Well school have started and its pretty okay. felt abit bored and pretty much dreadful but its okay guess i just have to endure. i really hope that school this year would be less stressful. i hope that i will have time to do some do some work out and stay healthy. i hate being fat, it just makes me feel unhealthy. so i have to burn them. burn. burn. burn. people who eats alot and wont get fat are so lucky. i really cant resist good food. my stomach is so huge now. i can imagine if i use a needle to poke my tummy, there will be a thick white cream - like mayo, flowing out of the tiny hole. gross.
i have been asking myself this qns. why am i actually blogging? well most ppl blog cause they find blogging a channel for them to express their thoughts and feelings. But, i dun think thats my reason for blogging as i cant express myself very well with words. For me, blogging acts as a reminder for myself.
i ve always envy ppl and feel sad for myself. its really unhealthy. i guess its because i really take things for granted. i need to change. i have too much flaws. the most frustrating thing is that i do not know how to start changing for the better. i guess i might be feeling insecure. i really envy ppl like fan wei qi, a taiwanese female singer, shes pretty, talented and on top of tt shes brainy. i know i should get over it lol. i use to have her songs in my desktop.
