Saturday, January 05, 2008 | 6:55 AM

its a brand new year finally. this is my first blog post in 2008 so its gonna be a pretty long one. So today i met up with ezra to queensway to buy pants at litmusblue. i thought that i could bargain since its at queenway but no way man. its the same price as orchard. damn.

after that went to holland v for bbq stingray. the food is nice but the place we sat is horrible. haha cos its rainning and our shelter is like those huge umbrellas, BUT with holes. The water droplets actually drips into my drink. was very annoyed and we haf to eat faster. we sort of realise that we have forgotten to taste the food.

it's nice meeting friends once in a while to talk and hang out. haha u r probably the only one who can stand me for so long.

i find it really hard to trust friends nowadays. some are just self fish and care only for themselves. these people should do some self reflections. i believe i am a self fish person too but at least theres a limit. "2 headed snake" people are also ppl tht all of us should be careful. trust me, its not easy to identify them.

Well school have started and its pretty okay. felt abit bored and pretty much dreadful but its okay guess i just have to endure. i really hope that school this year would be less stressful. i hope that i will have time to do some do some work out and stay healthy. i hate being fat, it just makes me feel unhealthy. so i have to burn them. burn. burn. burn. people who eats alot and wont get fat are so lucky. i really cant resist good food. my stomach is so huge now. i can imagine if i use a needle to poke my tummy, there will be a thick white cream - like mayo, flowing out of the tiny hole. gross.

i have been asking myself this qns. why am i actually blogging? well most ppl blog cause they find blogging a channel for them to express their thoughts and feelings. But, i dun think thats my reason for blogging as i cant express myself very well with words. For me, blogging acts as a reminder for myself.

i ve always envy ppl and feel sad for myself. its really unhealthy. i guess its because i really take things for granted. i need to change. i have too much flaws. the most frustrating thing is that i do not know how to start changing for the better. i guess i might be feeling insecure. i really envy ppl like fan wei qi, a taiwanese female singer, shes pretty, talented and on top of tt shes brainy. i know i should get over it lol. i use to have her songs in my desktop.

2008 save me